this post is full with hatred here and in my heart!

first of all,this one goes to somebody that always have negative thinkin bout social-life girl which most people outside there will call them BITCH! come on,open up ur mind. not every bitches will stay s bitches. somehow,someday they will change. okey,even not all, but im sure a piece of them will repent and become a better person one day. im sure of it because ive seen it with my own eyes! people will always change. either from bad to good or vice versa. but we,s a civil human,we cant simply judge someone just because of her lifestyle or attitude that looks too aggressive compared to other people. one thing for sure,not all INNOCENT looks people have GOOD HEART! NOT AT ALL! AND I MEAN IT! they r being bitches indirectly! ive been experienced all of this matter and i can simply said that dun ever judge a person with innocent look s a nice girl/boy. NOPE! THAT'S WHAT WE CALL MISJUDGMENT! everybody makes mistakes in this world. everybody used to be BAD PEOPLE in their life. somehow,in some matter. its just that we maybe didn't realized it. ask urself.,have u ever did something that supposedly u shudn't do and u regret bout it,or have u ever did something that break someone's else because of u being a selfish person? we can call that s being a BITCH too. so please,stop this cruel judgment! its unfair conservative-thinking. stop labeling some people s BITCHES just because of what u see with ur naked eyes. get to know them sincerely and ask them why they become like this and im sure there's must b a black history in their life that makes them change into somebody that they never tot they cud be. and please,stop making this kind of accusation,because every human being has a HEART! so please,DO RESPECT! it's worthless to have pretty face but with old-fashioned narrow minded of thinking. THANK YOU.

my tears flow for you :')

sayangnya lah aku dekat kau nie :')

ntah apa kau dh buat kat aku sampai aku sayang kau mcm nie kan? hehe. aku x sangka aku akn fall in love dgn "unda age" boy lg.. mmg aku dh pangkah dulu,aku xnk couple dgn lelaki yg lagi muda dr aku,tp tuh lah,kdg2 apa yg kita xnk tuh lah yg kita akan dapat. and to be honest,aku x menyesal kenal and dapat kau :)

sikit demi sikit,persepsi aku terhadap lelaki berubah. mmg betol,bukan sume lelaki sama,kau yg tunjukkan bukti tu kat aku. and one thing,bukan sume budak muda perangai x matang. sbb kn life kau,sejarah family kau,kau jd lagi matang,and perhaps,lagi matang dr aku :)

frankly,kau jer lelaki yg tahan dgn angin aku,maki-hamun aku,b4 this x pernah ada bf aku yg tahan dgn mulut aku nie. kalau tahan pn sekejap je lah,then terus minx break. but u not like them. no matter how many times i wanted u to let me go,but u refused. no matter what reasons i gave to u. u still wanna me to stay with u. and that makes my tears drop baby :')

dalam tempoh 4bln nie,mcm-mcm kita dah hadapi. suka duka,bergaduh tuh x pyh cite lah. ALMOST EVERYDAY! 

and kalau x gaduh,aku rs x lengkap! mesti cr isu nk gaduh jugak! hahaha. stupid kan? mmg pn! ;P

tapi alhamdulilah,hbungan aku n dia masih kekal lg,im still counting for another 2 months,tp insyaallah aku dpt rs kan hbungan nie boleh kekal and nie lah CINTA SEJATI yg aku tgu-tgu selama nie.. Insyaallah. aku xkn pernah berhenti berdoa. :)

I SAYANG YOU B.. I XNK TAHU KISAH SILAM YOU,SEJARAH YOU DGN EXS YOU. SBB I KENAL YOU YG SKRG AND YOU DH BUKTIKAN KAT I YG YOU MMG DH BERUBAH AND YOU AKAN TERUS BERUBAH UTK JADI "ADAM" YG TERBAIK UTK "HAWA" INI. I BERSYUKUR B,SBB YOU BUKAN LAGI AHMAD SYAHIRAN YANG DULU,YANG "JAHILIAH". I PUN NAK BERUBAH,I HARAP YOU DPT BIMBING I.. INSYAALLAH,DGN BERKAT ALLAH,KITA DAPAT HIDUP BERSAMA.. AMIN..

I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART SAYANG ;)

new skirt and shoessss and spagheti! yayyy!

yabedabeduuuuuuuuu!
aku dapat shopping jugaak harini! hehe. habis seratus jgk lah for these 3 items. aku beli :

1. skirt and spagheti - FOS

2. ballerina shoe - VINCCI

hehehe.. d sebabkan kewangan sangat lah tidak stabil skrg nie,nie jer lah yg mampu aku beli. hikhik. tkpe tkpe,kne sabar skit. insyallah dh keje t boleh beli yg extra expensive and branded. heee ;)

aku shopping nie pown sbb gatherin boy aku lah. dia ada gatherin jumaat depan,21st January 2011 kt Kl. dgn kwn2 Serdang dia i guess. aku plak dh x tao nk pkai baju apa. so alang2 mama n abah ajak shopping ptg td,aku pn g lah beli mana2 yg patot. hehe. kasot yg aku nak xda,so aku beli jer lah ballerina shoe tuh. x kisah lah. janji ada kasut. ingt kan nk beli Converse shoe,tp s i said earlier DUIT NYA NGAK MENCUKUPI!!! HAHAHAHA so sabar jer lahh. grrr. ;P

sooooooooo.. for gatherin boy aku t,i know exactly what i want to wear to look pretty in front of him. heee ;)) 

D to the I to the E to the T.

kenapaaaaa?
kenapa saya senang gemoxx? isk isk isk.
today 12/01/2011.
aku memulakan hari diet aku! hehehe.. lauk lunch nie mmg menggoda aku habis! tp aku x kn terpedaya dgn nafsu makan aku.. hahaha. sbb aku btol btol nk diet! x leh jadi nie.. blum kawen perot dh boncit lain mcm. dh kawen t mcm mne? dh ada anak nnti mcm mne? haaa! so better aku ikat perot skrg. org kata lepas dh kawen ssh nk diet and ssh nk kuruss. hee. so better lah aku diet skrg! ;)
lauk harini punya lah fantastic. ayam msak lemak cilik api,telur msak merah,sup so'un(mcm mne ntah nk eja,aku pn x reti..reti sebut jer!) and ikan rebuss gorg. fuuuuuuuuhh. mmg best! tkper,aku diet nasi jer. lauk x!!! HAHAHAHA 
so aku still boleh makan lauk lauk tuhh.. hikhikhik ;P
but it's like a man eating tofu. it's delicious,but no satisfaction. huu. aku try lah seminggu x makan nasi. kalau ok,aku cont smpai sebulan. hehehe ;)
pg td aku breakfast roti bakar n milo jer. for the 1st time i made my own breakfast in Klang. hmm. kalau kt Kl pn jarang lah aku buat breakfast sndri. usually aku breakfast kt gerai2 tepi kolej aku. senang! and duit pn senang habiss! hahaha :D


so the conclusion is,hopefully aku berjaya x makan nasi harini. dh kurg sikit boncit aku nie,aku stop lah diet. bukan forever aku nk diet. heeeeeeeeee :D
GO AKI GO!!!!!!!!! 

tengok lah muka sayaaaaaaaaaaa!

makin kembang dan kembang! hahahaha XD

seriously I need to diet ohh. -.-"

10/01/2011.

today gonna b his first day of working in Raoul. 

"baby,takot lahh.."

hehehe.. I dun know why he's so scared to start his first day serving customer in Raoul. hehe.. there's nothing to be afraid of sayang :)

hahaha! i ckp org pndai kan? t i dh start keje,on my 1st day i boleh demam plak!! who knows? ;P

i believe in you sayang.. i know u will do ur best ;)

i always pray for ur success in ur life b,i rly wanna see u to have a great life today and forever ;)

soooooo.. jangan takut takut lagi okey? 

the time now shows 4.10pm,and i'm still waiting for you to text me or call me to tell me how's ur first day working there. heee ;)

GAMBATTE BABYYYYYYYYYYY!! XD

whatever I do,I say,always become an issue. hmmm. 

sick and tired of what people judge bout me!

yes!!!!!!
so fuckin sick okeyy!!! and whatever they accused bout me is not trueeeeeeee!
just because im like this,tak reti nak tutup aurat so u guys can simply judge me whatever u like,rite? so pathetic. come on lah,nobody's perfect. so do i. so do u! i just wish u can stop make bad accusations bout me. kalau betul kau tak suka berkawan dgn aku,so stop being my friend. tak perlu pura2 baik depan aku,tp belakang aku kau ckp mcm2 smpai terguris hati aku. jgn salah kan aku kalau aku dpt tao siapa manusia2 yg ckp bukan2 psal aku,and aku xkan mungkin dpt maafkan manusia2 ini. so kau tanggung lah dosa kau tuh sendiri okey? :)
see? now i m being rude and bad! because i m so fuckin exhausted being so nice to people but in the end all i get is humiliation. sangat sakit okey? kalau lah korg kt tempat aku,cmfirm korg akn phm apa yg aku rs..

so rite now,all i cn do is that, buat bodo jer dgn apa yg korg nk ckp psal aku.. selagi aku masih boleh sabar,yes,i will stay calm. apa yg aku boleh ckp,stop bothering me will you? i aint nobody. so x perlu korg nk semakkan otak korg dgn apa yg aku buat okey? u got ur own life,and i got mine. its okey if u want to advise me,but say it straight to my face. stop being a chicken by insultin me and accused me at my formspring,will you? please do respect others so that others will respect u back. okey? i think its good if u just stay away frm my life and stop being a bzbody anymore. thanks :)

the great weekend in the first week of 2011! ;)))

1st January 2011

Our third time of seeing each other after being separated for almost two months. Damn! Being far away from the beloved one is not good for me. Serioushit! HAHAHA! This was the most exciting celebration of new year I ever had. I really had fun on that new year eve's. Thank god Mr.G is with me,otherwise,I think I may not b safe on that nite! HAHA! He just know how to control me,to calm me. Heee ;)

I never tot we can b one. We've been livin' in two different ages. And I bet,others won't believe that our relationship may last long. Seriously sayang,so do I. All I can do is that,serving u the best and the rest,I leave it to Lord. He knows exactly whats the best for you n me. N now,whats the best for me is that havin' u by my side and feel your love that I never felt before. 

Thank you b,for everything you've done and for loving me with all your heart.

I can see the sincerity of your love for me. 

ILYSFDM! ;)))

HAPPY NEW YEAR OF 2011 EVERYBODYYYYYYYYYYYY! 

the "melting" moment ;)

Gibby <3 Zaraby ;)

This is the guy that keeps making me crying,laughing,happy,sad and every feelings that I have in my heart. I dont know what he has done to me that make me stick to him till now. This was our second time of dating together in Seremban. He bought me that ice-cream and I didnt expect to get that kiss from him! Hahaha 

Thanks for all the moments we had together,and thanks for being such a patient man for this mad woman! Hehehe ;)

May Lord bless us. Aminn.. 

DUA BUDAK GEMOOOOOOOOOOOOK!!! 

tulahh.. selalu sangat ejek si kecikk tuh gemokk.. last last aku plak yg gemooooooooook! hahahaha :D

p/s : PERHATIKAN LEMAK DI LENGAN! HAHA!

mom says..

"nabi ada cakap,kita jangan asyik berkawan dgn org kaya sbb nanti kita cepat lupa daratan and akn asyik selalu mengejar harta duniawi dr harta akhirat"

hmmm.. btol cakap mama. yg nie je aku rs mama berubah sejak dia blk dr Mekah. aku perasan dulu,mama selalu nk bersaing dgn kawan kawan dia. in terms of EVERYTHING! pangkat,rumah,kereta,harta,kejayaan anak-anak. tp skrg,seems like mama dh x kisah sume tuh.. seriously. :)

well,that's a good sign! 

it's true,kita x ptot sgt nk berkawan dgn org kaya nie. ssh lah nk cr org kaya yg humble n POLITE. sume berlagak tak hengat donia! mcm lah she's/he's the richest person in this world. pooooooooooodah! kalau kaya harta tp miskin budi bahasa,mmg TAK ahh aku nk buat kawan. sorry okey? u r so not into my group of friends ;) aku dh ckup happy dgn condition family aku skrg.. wpun kitorg x kaya,tp kitorg x miskin. hee. janji kitorg ckup makan ckup pakai. :)

and the most important thing is that,we all being together no matter what. mama selalu ckp dia suka tgk anak-anak dia. sbb anak-anak dia rpt with each other and dgn family sendri. ssh nk cr siblings yg mcm tuh skrg.. yg ada skrg,sumenya bwk haluan masing masing. dh x nak stick together. malu ke apa,i dunno. :)

so the point is,kita berkawan lah dgn sume taraf manusia. kaya ke miskin ke. tp yg penting attitude. kalau agak agak,ada je kawan yg lain mcm,hindarilah. nothing to regret. :) sbb kawan kawan yg "lain macam" nie lah yg akan jatuhkan kita satu hari nanti. trust me,ive been thru it before. ;)))

exciting for this upcomin' 2011!

heee ;)))
tao tak asal aku excited sangat dgn new year kali nie? FIRST OF ALL,ini lah pertama kalinya aku akn celeb8 new yearrrrrrr!! hahahahaha :D
abah allowed me to celeb8 new year this time. OMG! hahaha. mesti korg rs aku mcm bdk bdk kan? excited semacam. hahaha. alahh,dh mmg aku nk excited,what to do. korg x tao life aku mcm mne,so when it comes to certain thing,mmg aku akn jd sgt excited! hehehe :)
wpun aku just celeb8 new year kt KL(sbb bajet x cukup. huuu) tp x kisah lah. janji aku dpt celeb8 dgn si DIA,and dpt enjoyy malam tuh. heee ;)
mmg aku n DIA akn ronda ronda kt KL tuh smpai ke subuh. hahaha. so if korg ada kt KL jgk somewhere in BB,just let me know okeyy? boleh lepak sama ;)

okey,that's all for the new year's eve celeb8ion. the second thing yg buat aku excited psal 2011 is that,aku akn mula kerja pd thn itu. hehehe.. kerja apa? itu yg x pasti lg. so far aku byk dpt offer keje bhgn ADMIN. not s a company secretary. tp xkisah,sbb aku nk kerja nie sbb aku nk cr pengalaman dlu. in my whole life,ive never worked. EVER! mama n abah x bg aku keje langsung. but then,now,d sebabkan condition economy family agak low skit,so mama n abah terpaksa bg aku kerja. hehehe ;)
well i dun mind to start workin and forget bout my study for a while,sbb aku mmg nk cr duit aku sendri. selama 1thn aku jd penganggur kt rumah nie,sumpah bosan! and everything i wanted to buy,i had to seek money from my dad. kesian abahh.. thats why kalau boleh aku xnk lg bazir duit abah n mama. well,sorry. I'M NOT A SPOIL BRAT! asyik menghabiskan duit mak ayah jerr. bergaya dgn duit parents,proud kah?? HELL NO! hahahaha !
so hopefully,aku dpt kerja cepat and dapat gaji yg nyam nyam nyam. heee. bukan senang nk hidup d KL. ;)

so i guess now u guys know why i m so excited to face this 2011 because i want to start my whole new life s a career lady :) . and im sure,my life never gonna be same from that moment ;)

after so fuckin' long time ;)

yeszaaa!
now is the time!! hahahaha. wow. lama gilaa aku x update blog aku nie. smpai ada yg tanya "why x update blog?" hehehe. btw,thanks for those who follow my blog all this while. :)
actually,aku mmg x da apa nk update,thats why blog aku sunyi sepi. kalau ada certain stressful or interesting issue jer yg aku akn update kt blog nie.. or time aku btol btol dh x tahan,so aku let it go by expressin my feelings in this blog. hmmm.. mmg rindu jugak ah nk update blog nie! hehehe ;)
okeyy.. enough for introduction. now let's go for the story of my lifeeeeeeeee :)

for you,Mr. A.

Aku tau,aku nie cuma perempuan simpanan kau jer dulu. kau x penah anggap aku lebih dr itu kan? sbb dalam hati kau dh ada perempuan lain. aku tau tuh. kehadiran aku dlm hidup kau pun selepas kau dgn dia. and smpai skrg kau masih dgn dia.. tp aku bersyukur sbb Allah dh buka kan mata aku utk tak teruskan hidup bersama kau. Alhamdulilah,aku x lg jd perosak rumahtangga org lain. Tp apa yg aku terkilan skrg,kau cr peganti aku. peganti perempuan simpanan kau. kau dh ada special gf tp kenapa kau masih nk ada perempuan lain yg kau hanya anggap sbg brg mainan kau jer? Aku x marah kan kau,tp aku sedih dgn apa yg kau buat skrg nie.. Why can't you change? Why must you hurt the one that love you the most? Mmg aku kesian dkat gf kau,smpaikan aku sendiri rs sanggup nk confess dgn gf kau apa yg dh jadi atr kau dan aku. Tp aku perempuan,dia perempuan. Mana sanggup aku tgk dia kecewa dgn attitude kau. Kalau lah aku boleh bgtau gf kau perkara yg sbenar. Aku x mnyesal kehilangan kau,aku x pernah sedih hilang kau,wpun aku sayangkan kau tp aku tau pd mata kau,aku x lebih dr barang mainan kau. Aku tao tuh.. Xperlah,apa yg dh jd atr aku dgn kau,aku lupakan. I just hope you can change yourself into a better person. Sudah2 lah mainkan perasaan perempuan dgn kata kata dan harapan palsu kau tuh. Thanks sbb dh x cari aku lagi,aku makin tenang takda kau dalam hidup aku. Thanks A***. I just wanna say this,berubahlah,demi diri kau dan org yg sayangkan kt kau. Berubahlah..

it's never been easy..

dear god, why izit so hard for ppl to accept me? why izit so hard to be me? mmg btoll ckp org.. bila kita nk berubah utk menjadi seseorg yg lebih baik,byk dugaan yg dtg. i dont wish to b a religious person. i just wish to b good daughter,friend,lover and especially a loyal follower of Allah. aku cuba ubah dri aku yg skrg.. tp susahnya,hanya Allah yg tahu.. aku xnak kehilangan org org yg aku sayang tp aku dpt rasakan makin lama kasih sayang aku utk org yg aku sayang makin pudar.. mungkin sbb aku terlalu kecik ati and tawar ati dgn certain attitude of the persons that i love most on how they treat me. aku byk terasa dgn attitude org yg aku sayang on how they treat me. ssh aku nk put it in words. if only ppl can read my mind instead of readin my lips n lookin at my fake smile.agak agak nya lah kan,ada ke org nk hargai aku? ada ker? ada ker org syg aku? ada ker org perlukan aku mcm mana aku perlukan org org itu dalam hidup aku? mcm mana rs nya sayang org? mcm mana rasanya di sayangi orang lain? kenapa makin lama perasaan SAYANG tuh mcm dh hilang dr hati aku.. kenapa? atau aku mmg x ptot di sayang or menyayangi org lain? thats why aku takut nk sayang org.. serioushit! sometimes aku rs aku xda tempat dalam hati siapa siapa pon. sometimes aku rs aku xda siapa siapa dh dalam dunia nie. mcm aku tgl sorg.. sedih kan? tp sedih ker? apa tuh sedih? yg aku tahu,aku dh x rasa apa apa. semua mcm dh jadi 1,dh jadi kosong.. kalau aku dh tak ada kt dunia nie,aku harap ada lah jugak 2 3 org yg btol2 nangis bila kehilangan aku,yg btol2 hargai aku dlm hidup dorg.. i dont expect much. one wud be enough for me. ada ker org nk sedekahkan Al-Fatihah utk aku kalau aku dh x ada nanti? Nadia,dalam hidup nie,byk mana pun kwn kita dalam dunia nie,in the end,kau akn berseorangan jugak Nadia.. So be prepare of that. If only i cud turn back time.. I really wish for a miracle in my life.. I wish..

RABAK!

HAHAHA! lain mcm kan tajuk aku? hehehe.. ;p
well.. kali nie mmg aku puas hati lepak Kl! x duk umh langsung. kuar dr siang,tgh pagi br blk.. hehe.
this is what i call LEPAKIN' yaww! haha! smpai rabak jugak ahh mata aku.. rabak sbb x cukup tidoq one thing,lagi satu,mata aku bengkak gilaa babi sbb x tanggal makeup punya psal. abis naik allergic! FUCK! haha!
mmg dh mcm artis lah aku mlm smlm,jln tunduk2,cover2 mata,ckp x pandang mata org,tunduk jer keje! hahaha..kelakar btoll. tp serioushit,kali mmg syok lepak.. tgk nite life Kl semula! hehe.. rindu jugak lah nk jd kelawar kan? akhirnya! HAHAHA!
aku mmg all out kaw kaw punya this time. yelah,sbb after this 1bln jgak lah wa x trun kl. mama n wan g haji kan.. siapa nk jaga umh. so stay je lah kt Klang. jd bibik full time! hehehe :)
aku bersyukur sbb mlm2 yg aku g lepak tuh,aku x sentuh pown ayaq setan lagi.. alhamdulilah. insyallah boleh. slow slow :)
sooooooooo.. pendek kata,mmg RAAAAAAAABAAAK lah lepak lepak kali nie! HAHAHA! :D

:(

hmm.. harini tiba tiba rs down ohh. and makin byk yg tersemak dalam otak aku nie.. kenapa lah aku selalu sangat berpk satu satu hal tuh terlalu serious eh? smpai kan aku kne migrain ohh.. mmg tekanan habis! if only i cud share it with somebody. hal keluarga,kwn2,duit,diri sendri and mcm mcm lagi lah.. smpai aku rs mcm baik aku x pyh hidup lagi sbb aku dh x larat dgn semua masalah nie. they just wont stop! kenapa aku yg alami semua  hal nie? aku sedar aku dh makin jahil sekrg.. kdg kdg aku rindu zaman aku kecik dlu,aku rs aku lagi bertamadun kowt time aku kecik compared to my life rite now yg penuh sgt dgn dosa. kalau diikutkan mmg tmpat aku kt neraka jer.. nauzubillah.. takotnya.. xsanggup aku ke neraka Mu dan xlayak aku ke syurga Mu,Ya Allah.. aku cuba ubah diri aku dr hari hari ke hari tp aku dpt rasakan dlm hati aku nie kotor sangat. dpt rs yg hati aku nie dh hitam. dh x suci dan putih mcm dlu.. skrg nie pown aku prasan aku byk diamkan dri bila ada msalah,aku x nak bercerita dgn org lain even with my own family,my dad,the man that i treat s my bestfriend. aku dh malu nk berkongsi apa apa msalah ngn abah mahupun dgn kwn2 lain. aku rs mcm aku hidupdlm dunia yg ada hanya aku sorg.. Ya Allah,aku mohon pada Mu,terangilah hatiku,lapangkan lah dada ku,berikanlah aku petunjuk Mu Ya Allah.. aku dh nekad,aku nak berhenti minum,mabuk. ntah kenapa kali terakhir aku minum tuh,aku x pk org lain,mama n abah jer yg ada dlm otak aku.. dorg dh pelihara aku dgn baik,bg aku kehidupan yg senang,tp aku dh hampa kan dorg.. aku x jd anak yg solehah,yg mereka harapkan. sesungguhnya,aku dh musnah kan harapan kedua ibu bapa ku,padahal mereka xda salah apa apa pon dgn aku.. Ya Allah,hina nya aku nie.. manusia jenis apa aku nie Ya Allah? kadang kadang aku mnyesal belajar kt Kl. sbb aku tao,aku mmg culture shock. aku nk cuba mcm mcm smpai aku x sedar aku dh merosakkan hidup aku sendri.. aku mmg bkn perempuan yg baek,tp aku berharap aku dpt peluang kedua utk berubah.. Ya Allah,kau lindungilah keluarga aku dan org org yg aku sayang Ya Allah.. berkatilah hidup mereka dan limpahkan lah mereka dgn kurnia Mu Ya Allah.. semoga kami semua di tempatkan di tempat yg mulia di sisi Mu Ya Allah. Amin ...

wowwwwwwwwwwwww!

ehemm.. ehemm.. :)
AAR! :)

merepek merepek merepek!

ish! wth u thinkin nadia??? ishh.. mcm mana kau boleh confess kt dia yg kau suka dia? ish ish ish. bodoh tao,tp berani lah jugaaak! hehehe :)
kenapa eh aku suka dia? hmm.. mayb sbb muka dia kowt. he's cute. hahaha. alah,myb feelin nie just suka kowt.. nothing more than that. hopefully! hehe.. aku pn br knal dia.. xkan dh nk ckp bab hati n perasaan? mcm kelakar jerr.. haha. mayb aku lonely kowt,yerlah lately aku asyik pk psal nk ada boyfriend jer. pdahal x penting sgt pown.. tp yerlah,it has been 8months n bout to b 9months ive been single. the longest period of being single in my whole life. haha. nampak sangat x laku kan? hahaha. redha jer lah nadiaa.. dh jodoh kau blum smpaii lagi.. chill lahh.. why must you rush? bukannya kau nk kawen skrg. hahaha aku nie asyik2 ckp mcm tuh jer.. pdahal mmg ketagih sangat nak ada boypren! haha smpai ketagih haaa!!
kdg2 aku frust sbb bila aku dh suka someone mesti ada jer halangan yg x boleh nk aku b together with him.  tuh yg kuciwa tuh.. pdahal the right guy is already in front of me. tp there's something yg jd barrier utk kitorg get together. haiish~ sedih btoll lahh.. huhuu~
tp tkper lah,everything happen for reason. insyallah,akn dtg jdoh aku lebih bgus n sangat unexpected. hehe.. n for the guy yg aku gtau aku suka kat kau,hmm.. abaikan jer lah.. xpyh nk semakkan otak kau psal aku.. aku terspontan lah! hehehe.. thanks cz still stay s my friend.. mwaaaaaahh!! :)