tremendous hair ;)

I LOVE THE WAY SHE DYE HER HAIR! THE COLOUR IS SUPERB. REALLY SUITS HER LOOKS. WELL,I TINK I SHUD HVE THIS COLOUR ON MY HAIR S WELL.. WHT DO U TINK? HAHA.
BRUNETTE,PERHAPS? =D

wht the @#$%^??!

hari nie hari "ingat ex sedunia" ke ape?? y lah i must think of him?? dlm byk2 ex aku yg baik2,si mamat haprak nie jgak aku nk kne pk?? eii... wth!!! kau dh lah kurg baik ngn aku,pastu satu msalah aku plak nk ingt kt kau.. adoii.. ape nk jd lah ngn otak aku nie? adehh.. seriously,hari nie xde mood sgt. but still boleh gelak2 lah,but kdg tuh tbe2 jer teringat kt mangkok tuh.. apesal huh? kerr.. sbb aku asik nk mrh jer kt die,nk dndam jer ngn die so aku akn asik teringat kt die...

hmm.. aku tao aku x boleh nk benci die 4eva n eva cz aku tao one day hati aku akn terbukak utk memaafkn die. aku bknnye keras hati sgt. seterok die,ada jgak lah baik die. i admit that. but still, he's a jerk! fullstop. die dh buang aku dr idop die so x mungkin aku mrayu blk kt die n of course,sgt mustahil utk die brkwn blk ngn aku.. ini kputusan yg kami buat. so we have to bear the consequences. smpai bila ntah aku nk rs mcm nie n pk kt die mcm nie.. one day,all this has to b stopped! aku ponn x nk org tgk aku yg over dlm hal nie.. besar2 kn hal,dh putus,putus lah. xde jodoh.. ewah! tuh lah,mulot org.. senang jer nk ckp,kn? yg rs nya aku,yg perit tuh pon aku.. hmm.. y lah die mcm nie kn? he got looks,his fmily background is good but whn it comes to social life (with girls especially) he's totally change! he's not the person tht i used to know.. frankly,yeah i miss the moments we had togetha s friends,cz at tht time we r becomin ourselves. i cn say tht whn we were a couple, we never been ourselves. n y is tht? everythin seems to change so fast.. n now,we end up like this.

i never tot of facin' this endin with him.. cz previously,all my ex r still my friends. till now. but s for him,i cant b his friend nemore.. i.. i.. i really hate wht he has done to me n tht is why i dont wanna b in his life nemore even for just a friend! i cant lie to myself for wht i feel towards him.. kau ttp akn sakiti hati aku. so buat ape aku nk remain kwn dgn kau kn? tkde aku ponn kau boleh happy n kau x kn rs kehilangan aku.. sometimes aku mnyesal knal kau,cz u really disappointed me but sometimes i feel glad tht i knew u cz u mke me realised tht,yes,not all guys r good guys. this will b my experience to face my future. so tht i wont b cheated with guys like u anymore.. i will never say thanks for ur love for me cz i know u were never had tht feelin towards me. u just want to b accompanied. u just nid a special girl by urside to feel ur needs. that's all. rite UR?

after all this while,i still cant get u out of my mind,its not tht i want u back but i just hate wht u did to me! fuck u! aku tao aku akn teros ingt kt kau,lg2 bler kwn2 kau skrg dh jd kwn2 aku.. xmungkin aku dpt lupa kn kau cume aku minx prasaan benci aku terhadap kau akn hilang sbb mkin aku bnci kt kau mkin aku ingt kt kau. n u mke me look stupid! damn hate it! kalau lah d takdirkan kita akn berkwn blk lepas nie, hmm.. xpyh lah kwn blk. its better for u n me to stay like this. stranger! senang idup aku.. senang idop kau.. kn? biarlah aku emo mcm nie.. ntah smpai bila but i believe tht at one point,all this will be gone.. hopefully.

haha.. kemaruk sangat nk karoke. smpai botol tuh ponn boleh jd mic. haha. pic nie adek aku snap after kitorg dh puas berkaroke. hehe.. dh nk blk bilik dh time nie.. bilik karoke nie agak besar jgk lah. best. boleh lari2 lah dlm nie.. hehe.. my first song tht nite was KEKASIH GELAPKU by UNGU. huhuuu~ mmg feel gila nyanyi lgu nie! fav song ever.. ;)
well.. aku mmg suke nyanyi lagu laki dr lgu pmpuan.. xtao nape.. n definitely,my fav songs wud be mostly english songs. hehe.. bkn x minat lgu mlayu,its just tht x serasi ngn hati wa babe! hehehe.. so siapa2 yg rs2 nk g karoke tuh,dun forget to invite me k? hehe.. THANKS! =)

unforgiven & unforgettable

yah.. aku masih lg d dalam mood frustrated, bengang, geram n benci pd die!! seriously. the more i hate him the more i keep on thinkin bout him.. wht else i got to do to get rid of him? i dont want to remember anythin bout him anymore. he suffered me enuff! for god sake.. pleaseee.. i dont want to have u in my mind again.. go away.. y must u torture me with all of our memories we had togetha? sometimes i feel like yah,i dont need u in my life but there is a time when i fuckin miss u! damn it! i miss the person tht has been so mean to me. been so hypocrite to me. u mke me look like a fool! u fooled me with all ur nonsense words n loveshit!!! im not regretin my decision of sayin those words to u. coz at one point,u hve to realised tht all this time u were playin with girls heart. n there is nothin to b proud of by doin that! u mke girls hate u. n u create more enemies than friends. who will b expect that,i,who used to b ur lover now has become ur worst nightmare! u really broke my heart with ur attitude u mke me realised tht,knowin u was a big mistake in my life!

i noe,for whoever out there that read my blog rite now,u guys must b boring of wht i feel towards my ex rite now.. like u all cn said, let by gone be by gone,yeah,agree. but its easy to say it rather than doin it n facin it! u guys think im not tired of feelin of this every seconds minutes,everyday? hell yeah! sometimes i m mad with myself for keep on thinkin bout this matter. but still,i cant mke him out of my mind!! i dont know for how long i will act like this. aku pon dh x larat nk mcm nie lg.. makin lama aku sedar yg prangai aku smakin aggressive. words aku mkin terok. aku makin emosi! in everythin tht i do.. n i know tht peps will say tht im such a freakin girl! marah x tentu psal.. yeah i know.. tp org x kn phm ape yg aku rs terhadap kaum ADAM sekrg. wpun sorg yg buat aku mcm nie tp kepercayaan aku thadap kaum ADAM yg lain mmg dh totally zero! i dont know who to trust, who to count on. i agree tht i hve lots of boy friends. but now,i dont feel like addin more boy friends to b my friends.. coz i m so disappointed with ur attitude,boys. i really do.. unforget

so for now.. dont expect anythin frm me. i know im single rite now (like i care..),but tht doesnt mean u hve the opportunity to flirt with me or to b more than just a friend to me.. NOPE! i dont want to break my heart again by givin u the chance to keep my heart with u. coz i know in the end u will break my heart just like i used to get bfore this.. tht fella,UR was the last one. i gve him the chance but he ruined it. so i will never ever gve u all guys out there the chance of havin my heart again! NO!!!!!!!!

i dont know how to end this post. but i dont think its gonna end now. the upcomin posts will be the same s wht i feel rite now cz only that feeling that i cn feel rite now. : grudge. THANK YOU.

LULUS!!!

hahaha
akhirnya!! hehehe.. well.. mybe nmpak over sket kot post aku nie. hehe. but,who cares?? hahaha.. aku dh pass dh test comp utk drivin license aku! hehehe.. dpt 44/50. well,i tink its ok. thou its just an average marks. but im fine with it.. hehe. at least aku pass lah babe! xpyh aku nk bazir byr rm50 utk repeat. no no no. rm50 tuh dh boleh dpt 1 tee ZARA tao x!! hahaha.. so i wont waste it just like that. hehehe.. well,apparently,aku x dpt kalah kn adek aku lah. huhuuu. die dpt 49/50. bapak bujak otak die!! mkn ape ntah smpai bijak cenggitu.. hahaha. bgus kau ijad! hehehe.. well,this friday 12/2/2010 aku ade amali n teori clss for 6 hours plak. after that,aku akn dpt lesen L secara rasmi nyer!!! hehehe.. seronok! then,journey to get P! hehehehe.. akn ku berusaha sgt bersungguh utk lulus n dpt P kali nie!

ehem! mamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..
cn i get a new hp??? hehehe.. kn kakya dh pass comp test nie. hehe. i nid to change my phone lah ma. hehehe.. X)

MY LIFE WOULD SOUCK WITHOUT YOU - KELLY CLARKSON

Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
But here you are again

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Being with you
Is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can’t let you go
Oh yeah

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

this song goes to all my beloved girlfriends n boyfriends out there.. yeah,i realise it now.. my life is suck without all of u!!!
thanks you for being there for me n never be hipocrite with me.. i love u all for who u really are.. u guys noe how to cope with me. u guys noe how to mke me laugh when i was feelin down.. n u guys noe how to respect my feelings n yes,u guys r the one who will b mad at me when i did somethin wrong. that is why i love u guys frm the bottom of my heart.. i appreciate all that my friends.. n to the one who always remain in my heart,thank you for never givin up with me n thank you for being with me now.. ;)

stop!

well.. all my beloved friends. enough of askin me bout my relationship. its over n dats it. full stop. no more this n that. we're over n i wish u guys will stop askin me all the ques that related to us. i just dont feel to answer it. anggap kami xde jdoh. terima kasih kerana mndoakan hbungan kami slama nie.. but i guess,we're not meant to be.. ;)
for our friends out there,dont feel bad to cont ur friendship with him or with me.
u guys will be our friends forever.. for eternity. ;)
thanks teman2!!! *hugs n kisses*

i looooiiike!

i really like this picture. wanna noe why? coz i tink tht when i pose my face like this i look like SCHA AL-YAHYA aka DANIA in AWAN DANIA a bit. hehehe. m i rite? hahaha. thats y i love this pic very much! well.. now,u guess. who is that good lookin guy next to me? he's cute rite?
well.. i noe. n im proud to be in his life.. ;)

thank you ;)

hmm.. surprisin! yeah,life is full with surprisin. well,kalau org yg x leh trime cr aku mcm nie,so back off. aku mmg sweet girl dgn org2 yg baik dgn aku n tao appreciate aku. but if org buat taik ngn aku,sepuluh ganda taik aku bg kt kau! u deserve it.

well.. aku dpt tau satu yg sangat surprisin tp dh boleh jangka kot bnda nie mmg betol. so i guess instinct aku mmg betol lah kn? ape yg aku pk kn slama nie mmg btol kn??? yes,betol!! x sangka kau jnis mcm nie.. seriously. pergh! why lah? fuhh.. terkejot gilaaa!! hmm.. u hve such a good background. ur fmily is good. n u too look good but why u r not like wht u look??? serious. first time kne ngn org mcm nie.. thank god,u gve me a shockin experienced. u open my eyes. thank u so much god!!! aku x menyesal dgn keputusan yg aku buat.. coz itu mmg yg terbaik utk aku! aku xperlukan org mcm tuh dlm hidop aku.. huh! kwn2 kau mkin rpt ngn aku,aku ponn x sedar tuh.. kenapa eh? aku harap kwn2 kau dpt tlg kau.. ubah diri kau sbelum terlambat. kau mmg suka amik ksempatan. but u forget,in this world,there is a karma. whn u treat peps bad,10 times u will b punished! trust me.. i believe in that.

u dont deserve to be loved. n u dont hve the right to love a girl if u cont being a bastard like this.. wht the hell u tink girls r? ur toys? ur dolls? for god sake! till when u wanna cont to b like this? im sure.. u will never found ur true love if u still cont being a fucker like this.. this is my warnin,if u messin around with my girls n u fooled them with ur talks with ur so called "love",i'll mke sure u regret to noe this NADIA. u cn fooled me,but dont u hve the guts to fooled my friends! i wont let u do that u lunatic psycho guy!!!!

lastly,JUST GET LOST FROM THIS WORLD! I WISH U DIE!
coz a person like u dont deserve to live in this world.
hey,if u done a minor mistake n we broke off,i dont mind. but u r repeatin the same mistake all over again n u did lie to me n other girls s well! so.. u will never be in peace. i swear!
AKU BENCI PENIPU!!!

for all my beloved friends.. girls n boys.. thanks coz being honest with me.. u guys help me a lot. aku korg senyap slama nie cz harap kn yg terbaik utk kami.. tp sorry,xkn menjadi.. but im glad. who wants to b in croc's mouth? hell no! terima kasih cz berterus terang ngn aku wpun dh terlambat,tp at least korg jujor dgn aku.. u guys noe him better than me n yes,me too. i noe him very well now.. n yes,aku lg trust kwn2 kau dr kau sndri! kenapa? sbb kwn2 kau yg menilai kau.. yg rpt dgn kau,tao kau nie spesies ape! thanks guys for everything.. n please,dont let this freak destroy any girls' heart again. please.. ;)

never realised. he's in font of me.

yes. i never realised of it all this while.

"Please stay, don't go away
The hardest thing is letting go of you
Stay, don't go away
The hardest thing is letting go of you
what can I do?"

he sang this to me. frankly,love words dont hve to be said with ur lips often, coz once u heard of it rarely, u will realised that, how much tht persons love u with his/her heart.. ;)
its just that,we never realised of it. all this time,he/she was there for you. ;)
you just hve to open ur eyes..

being fooled!

i never realised tht all this while the guy tht used to b my bf had cheated on me without im realisin it. well i realize it now! yes,he such bloody flirty man! idiot. how dare u messin round with my feelings n me myself! ok fine,i wasnt a perfect girl whn i was ur gf. but i never cheated on u! i never flirt with other guys tht r much better than u! for god sake. i know tht now we r no longer a lover couple,but cant u at least care or think bout how i feel whn i saw u flirtin round with other chicks? ive been thinkin bout u day n nite. but u??? easy for u to find my replacement rite? so damn easy! wht the hell is in ur mind? wht hve u been thinkin?? for u,its so easy to let go my love. just like that? is tht wht u call love? u said u love me all this while? BULLSHIT!! fuckin shit! kau mnggatal dgn awek org? well,if u cn flirt with someone's girlfriend then it will not surprised me at all if u flirt with other single girls out there! for god sake,come on lah? wht is ur motive to do all this? so that u look hot? so that u cn show off to other guys that u cn get lots of girls in just one time? wah! so so STUPID ASSHOLE of u!!!!
very unmatured of u! u called urself a matured guy? huh! funny. matured among kids. hell yeah!

aku x suka simpan apa yang aku rasa. bila aku marah,aku akn spit out everything yg aku marahkan. n now,aku sangat marah n bengang dengan kau so if kwn2 kau bc psal nie n nk judge aku nie bdk jht,go on!!! kau ingt kau baik sgt? yeah,kau nmpak baik tp org x tao kau nie prangai mcm.. ergggh! seriously. DONT EVER JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER. so wht kalau aku nk liar ponn? at least aku bukan KAKI MELAYAN! mmg aku buta nk sgt dengan kau dlu,tp mkin lama aku dengan kau mkin byk yg tersirat dah tersurat. whts more u wanna hide from me?
even girls yg kau pnh kecewakan dlu pun dh admit kau nie jnis durjana yg macam mana.
seriously,ex2 aku x pnh seterok kau. sejahat dorg,dorg tnjuk. tp kau,KAKI PENIPU n MANUSIA BERTOPENG! itu yg buat aku benci sangat dengan kau. aku x pnh rs mcm nie dengan ex2 aku yg lain! aku x ckp dorg baik,kau mmg lg baik dr dorg. tp kau amik ksempatan ats kebaikan kau sendiri! bgus. sangat bgus UR!

from now on,i dont gve a damn bout u nemore. n yes,i do hve grudge on u! so? i will never forgive u for wht uve done to me. seriously,ive never been fooled like this especially by a guy like u! n that is why i hate u so fuckin much!! cont ur activity of playin with a girl's heart. cz u r just a type tht will never ever change! never! u cant live without a girl at all. how pathetic. now u dont hve a special gf,so u treat other girls s ur so-called gf! very very pathetic of u! poor guy. ketandusan kasih sayang huh? fuck! yeah,i dont care u dun wanna b my friend back at all or u dont wanna me s ur gf back. hello? who wants to b with u anymore? after ive seen all the truth? u tink im gonna b with u back? hahaha funny! kau cr blk prempuan2 yg kau tgl kn,n x mustahil kau cr aku blk! kau dh tgl dorg,kau cr blk?
kau ludah lantai,kau jilat balik??? so gross! bgus lahh.. troskan kerja2 anda meludah n menjilat semula. THANK YOU!

last but not least,thank you kerana buat aku mkin mnyampah dengan lelaki. n thank you coz kau pun tduh aku bkn2 n buang aku dlm hidop kau. org xkn ckp buruk kat kau kalau prangai kau baik. org x kn ckp. seriously. peps got eyes to judge. so dont blame other peps when they judge u s wht they see! accept that! lastly,yes. i m regret to know u! FUCK OFF SUCKER!

sick!

huhuuu.. today is my badluck day. im sick. i dont know whats wrong with my stomach. its so much pain! was it bcoz i ate somethin poisonous? hohoho.. scarry! food poisonin perhaps? last nite i was feelin so hungry then i went cooked ns gorg. well,i used the same ingredients like i used to cook ns gorg. actually,i felt like this b4 i ate the ns gorg. so i dont my stomach pain is because of the ns gorg. it must b caused by something else. but i cant recall wht i ate yesterday. last nite,round 2.40am suddenly i awake from my sleep. n damn! my stomach hurts. i get up n rushed to the toilet.. u noe wht i mean ryte? hehe.. =p
well,after ive just fnish my 'job' i still feel the pain.. then i try to relax myself and get back to sleep.. bit by bit i feel relieved. thank god! but just now,in the morning,when i want to have my breakfast, i feel like to vomit. i only ate few spoons of ns gorg my mom bought it. n till now i havent ate anything else. i dont feel like eating. n now,me head dizz. myb because i didnt eat so much since morning.. n just now whn i chack my weight,i lose 2 kg. DAMN! i dont wanna loose any weight no more. i hve no idea whats goin on with me? is it because of my heart broken? i dont think so.. i still eat. but then,y i suffered all this kind of things? SHIT!
hopefully i'll b fine soon.. i dont wanna get sick. who wants to? ryte? hmmm... ;(

my addicts

handphone Sony E k530i (for sure ;) )
Sony Walkman Mp4
Eyeliner
Lipstick
Compact Powder (definitely needed! )
lappy
dancin
singing
photography ( love to snap & love to be snapped )
shrimp
GUITAR!!!
shoppin (it's a must)
pills (hehehe..)
girlfriends ;)
boyfriends ;)
LEPAKING!!!

you did it again!

mana dia nie? aku call x answer. aku text x reply.. whats wrong with you? r you ok? im scared if something bad happen to you.. moreover,u r sick now. so i dont know either u r ok or not.. i just wanna hear from you.. you always do this to me. you like to disappear yourself from me.. n i hate that u know! grrrr .. i know you very well,well thou its not 100% knowin you but i do know you. but what makes me stick with you coz you always by my side at the exact time! seriously. how do you do that huh? hehehe.. we hve been friends for almost 3 years. surprising. hehe.. u always heard this from me, only you who dare to say MEAN words to me! yes,only you. no other persons who dare to say shit words to me.. only you. haha. n that what makes me feel very closed to you..
but now,u keep on silence. no credit? haha hell yah! like if i wanna believe that. but its ok, i know u will come back to me. hehe. at the exact time s before! hehehe.. hey,cntact me asap k? i just wanna know either you still alive or not. ;)
.xoxo IA.

MARY ELIZABETH WINSTEAD
she's a star. she's damn good when she's acting. she's a great dancer.
fuckin admire her!
MOVIE : MAKE IT HAPPEN (2008)
DIE HARD 4 (2007)

new brandy life

with just a blink of an eye. everythings change. so sudden. i noe i hve to wake up n face the reality. at first it was hurt. yes,n i guess till now. but then,i was thinkin,if he cn lives without me how come i cant? rite? aki! u noe its hurt. u faced it for 6th times. haha. i noee.. i wanna thank to all my beloved girlfriends n boyfriends who hve been support me n never stop givin me advices tht i needed. dont worry guys,i will b fine. its just tht i nid time to heal. the wounds r still open. but i noe,it will vanished s time goes by. time. time. time. aki, u cn do it!!! if he can,y cant u? b tough girl. u cn do it! to all guys out there,please dun gve hope to girls if u guys cant mke it real. whn a girl loves u,she loves everything bout u. thou its hard to accept. but she's willing. =)
so.. moral of the story is,tink deeper b4 u mke any decision regardin love n love rebound??
NO! IT IS NOT ALLOWED!!! thank u.

introduction

name : Nadia Hanim Bt Mohd Yatim
nick : Aki (most friends call me this) , Kira, Boolat.
age : 21yrs old (this 15th may)
home : klang n kl.
status : single. fuck not available!
occupation : fully student of kptm kl,cheras.

well.. thats my biodata. s for my characters,frankly,me myself still bit cunfused with my own self. who m i? what r my real characteristics? i let u noe what i noe bout myself.. ok? i m skinny. but my face looks more chubby than my body. i got big cheeks. yeah! haha. currently my hair is short s u guys cn see frm my pic up there. i admit tht i m a nice girl n treat my friends,i mean my good friends very well. i love them fuckin much n hurtin them will be insane for me to do. i wont hurt peps that i love the most. no! well,apparently i aint being so nice sometimes,especially whn i hve problems or i feel very depressed! till i cn hurt myself without realisin bout it.. i m a moddy type of person. sometimes frm my looks,peps judge me s an arrogant bitch. who cares? i was gifted with this look. so shud i blame god??? idiot. i love to use bad words to peps that annoyin to me. n dun respect me at all! i dun gve a damn with this kind of peps. u guys r just making urself look hideous n i look great! LOSER! haha. i m a happy go lucky girl n 1 prior thing bout me is that i love to LEPAK with all my girlfriends n boyfriends. mamak is the best place! i cn lepak with all my friends till the morning n talkin bout all those crappy talk! haha. well,drugs,alcohol,cigarettes r not my stuff ( currently ) . i love to wear dress n mini skirts coz i love to look sexy in public. satisfaction u noe? dun talk bout sins with me if u guys r also just s same s me or worst! well music? i love hardcore music. cz there r lots of screamin in most of hardcore songs. n whn i listen to this kind of music i feel satisfy. i feel ROCK!!! bsides that,i love dance deejay club songs. make me wanna loose myself n dancin all the way! shit man. when cn i enter to those clubs in kl??? grrrr. i love roses. red roses especially. n yes,i love blood. seriously. bleedin is an art. haha jackass. hmm.. so i guess this is a bit bout myself. im blurr now. i dont noe wht else to describe bout myself. well i guess u guys will noe me better whn we keep in touch often. =)
dont b afraid of being my friends. i dont mess up with nice peps. i really dont! haha
ok guys. lets be friends. n lets bloggin! =D