merepek merepek merepek!

ish! wth u thinkin nadia??? ishh.. mcm mana kau boleh confess kt dia yg kau suka dia? ish ish ish. bodoh tao,tp berani lah jugaaak! hehehe :)
kenapa eh aku suka dia? hmm.. mayb sbb muka dia kowt. he's cute. hahaha. alah,myb feelin nie just suka kowt.. nothing more than that. hopefully! hehe.. aku pn br knal dia.. xkan dh nk ckp bab hati n perasaan? mcm kelakar jerr.. haha. mayb aku lonely kowt,yerlah lately aku asyik pk psal nk ada boyfriend jer. pdahal x penting sgt pown.. tp yerlah,it has been 8months n bout to b 9months ive been single. the longest period of being single in my whole life. haha. nampak sangat x laku kan? hahaha. redha jer lah nadiaa.. dh jodoh kau blum smpaii lagi.. chill lahh.. why must you rush? bukannya kau nk kawen skrg. hahaha aku nie asyik2 ckp mcm tuh jer.. pdahal mmg ketagih sangat nak ada boypren! haha smpai ketagih haaa!!
kdg2 aku frust sbb bila aku dh suka someone mesti ada jer halangan yg x boleh nk aku b together with him.  tuh yg kuciwa tuh.. pdahal the right guy is already in front of me. tp there's something yg jd barrier utk kitorg get together. haiish~ sedih btoll lahh.. huhuu~
tp tkper lah,everything happen for reason. insyallah,akn dtg jdoh aku lebih bgus n sangat unexpected. hehe.. n for the guy yg aku gtau aku suka kat kau,hmm.. abaikan jer lah.. xpyh nk semakkan otak kau psal aku.. aku terspontan lah! hehehe.. thanks cz still stay s my friend.. mwaaaaaahh!! :)

hmm.. this feelin has come again :)

okey,aku admit.. skrg nie aku dh mula sayang kt dia.. sayang kah? i know it sounds weird sbb aku x pnh jmpa dia lg.. cntact pown thru phone n fb.. hehe.. but seems like he's a nice guy.. jrg2 lelaki suruh aku solat SUBUH! but he did.. hehehe.. thats the special thing bout this guy.. hmm.. :)
tp aku tau sume nie terlalu awl,aku pown x nak paksa dia terima aku.. so,dpt jd kwn dia pown aku dh rs okeyy.. lgpown dia nk stabil kan hidup n kewangan dia.. so i tink,its better for him to settle down first. to achieve what he wants in his life.. psal cinta nie,mayb kitorg terpaksa tolak tepi dlu.. aku kne phm condition dia.. i cant b selfish.. frankly,dia mmg ada ciri2 yang aku nak,yg plg penting,he's like the reflection of me. kitorg suka bergurau n so far dia jrg lah touching bila bergurau ngn aku,cume aku nie jer kdg2 gewdik jer nk majok ngn dia.. hahaha
mula dh perangai gewdik aku nie! hahaha
well,actually,aku takot jgk nk serious dgn dia,aku takot friendship kitorg dh x mcm nie.. dh x fun mcm skrg.. huhuu.. so i guess its better for us to stay like this for another few months. tgk lah mcm mana,kalau after life dia dh okey,n he approach me,then i guess mmg kitorg ada jodoh lah tuh.. hehe.. amin!
so yeah,this feelin has come again and i cant stop smilin' i c his face,his pictures. hehe :)

RAYA KEMBALI!

yayyy! the raya is back again! ALHAMDULILAH.. :)
sempat jugaak aku celeb8 raya thn nie.. panjang lg umur aku.. ALHAMDULILAH..
well,s usual,event d pg hari adalah bersalam-salaman with the whole fmily! hehehe.. mcm2 hal btoll! yg menanges,yeah,s usual,my mom! hehehe.. yg lain rileks jerrr... n yg penting DAPAT DUIT RAYA! yayyy! hehehe.. seronok! so yeah, pg td was fun! pas dh settle sume activity kt umh,kitorg gerak blk kg plakk.. kitorg gerak dlm 11pm. but then stop jap kt Petronas Damansara.. and this is when the incident started to happen! kitorg blk kg dgn 2 kete.. my dad and my bro yg drive. but then kete my dad buat hal plaaak! temperature naiik.. so kne bg kete tuh cool down dlu. thank god there's nothing serious. so after that kitorg teroskan perjalanan ke PERAK yaww! hehehe.. punya lah jamm. mak datuk! tension jgaak lah blk kg pg raya.. huhuu.. then kitorg stop by jap,havin lunch. then round 3pm kitorg gerak blk,g umh mak lang kt air kuning.. x silap aku smpai kt umh mak lang dlm 4pm lebey kowwt.. then lepak2 umah mak lang smpai lah 6pm lebey.. so after dh settle kt umah mak lang,dh settle celeb8 bday pak lang,kitorg pown gerak g ipoh! nk check in.. dh lewat kowwt,bdn plak dh penat.. and rite im in Hillcity Hotel! enjoyin my nite facebookin n bloggin! hehehe.. well.. wpun aku cite pendek jer kt sni bout what happened for my 1st raya,but the actual incident was hard to explain in words! hehehehe ..
i m so fuckin tired but yet i was havin so much fun today.. so,yayyy!! hehe..

old-fashioned

well this one goes to me!
aku rasa lately aku nie dh x pndai nk dressup lah. y meyh? tgk lah,kalau kuar ngn kwn2 aku just pkaii singlet top jerr.. xda nya nk dressup kaw kaw dh mcm dlu! hehe.. apesal weh?!
perubahan hormon kah? hehehe.. perhaps! well.. umur aku pown dh mkin lanjut n lanjut. dh 21 derr.. pergh! mcm x caya jerr dh 21.. hahaha
abah selalu ckp,umur kakya jer 21 tp prangai mcm bdk 16thn! hehe.. so what?! bwekkk! hehe ;p
lately aku dh rs mcm malas jer nk uptodate sangat. mayb because ongkos nya pown ngak ada! hehe.. but definitely,aku suka tgk org dressup yg sangat style n so fashionable! those ppl r my inspiration for what im goin to wear. hehe.
but frankly,single top and jeans ARE HOT yaww! hahaha ;D
lagi2 kalau pkai flip flops. but not that crocs silly shoes! hehehehe ;p
so,hopefully mood berfashioned aku dtg blk! hehe i m so fuckin in love with fashion okeyy!