hari nie hari "ingat ex sedunia" ke ape?? y lah i must think of him?? dlm byk2 ex aku yg baik2,si mamat haprak nie jgak aku nk kne pk?? eii... wth!!! kau dh lah kurg baik ngn aku,pastu satu msalah aku plak nk ingt kt kau.. adoii.. ape nk jd lah ngn otak aku nie? adehh.. seriously,hari nie xde mood sgt. but still boleh gelak2 lah,but kdg tuh tbe2 jer teringat kt mangkok tuh.. apesal huh? kerr.. sbb aku asik nk mrh jer kt die,nk dndam jer ngn die so aku akn asik teringat kt die...
hmm.. aku tao aku x boleh nk benci die 4eva n eva cz aku tao one day hati aku akn terbukak utk memaafkn die. aku bknnye keras hati sgt. seterok die,ada jgak lah baik die. i admit that. but still, he's a jerk! fullstop. die dh buang aku dr idop die so x mungkin aku mrayu blk kt die n of course,sgt mustahil utk die brkwn blk ngn aku.. ini kputusan yg kami buat. so we have to bear the consequences. smpai bila ntah aku nk rs mcm nie n pk kt die mcm nie.. one day,all this has to b stopped! aku ponn x nk org tgk aku yg over dlm hal nie.. besar2 kn hal,dh putus,putus lah. xde jodoh.. ewah! tuh lah,mulot org.. senang jer nk ckp,kn? yg rs nya aku,yg perit tuh pon aku.. hmm.. y lah die mcm nie kn? he got looks,his fmily background is good but whn it comes to social life (with girls especially) he's totally change! he's not the person tht i used to know.. frankly,yeah i miss the moments we had togetha s friends,cz at tht time we r becomin ourselves. i cn say tht whn we were a couple, we never been ourselves. n y is tht? everythin seems to change so fast.. n now,we end up like this.
i never tot of facin' this endin with him.. cz previously,all my ex r still my friends. till now. but s for him,i cant b his friend nemore.. i.. i.. i really hate wht he has done to me n tht is why i dont wanna b in his life nemore even for just a friend! i cant lie to myself for wht i feel towards him.. kau ttp akn sakiti hati aku. so buat ape aku nk remain kwn dgn kau kn? tkde aku ponn kau boleh happy n kau x kn rs kehilangan aku.. sometimes aku mnyesal knal kau,cz u really disappointed me but sometimes i feel glad tht i knew u cz u mke me realised tht,yes,not all guys r good guys. this will b my experience to face my future. so tht i wont b cheated with guys like u anymore.. i will never say thanks for ur love for me cz i know u were never had tht feelin towards me. u just want to b accompanied. u just nid a special girl by urside to feel ur needs. that's all. rite UR?
after all this while,i still cant get u out of my mind,its not tht i want u back but i just hate wht u did to me! fuck u! aku tao aku akn teros ingt kt kau,lg2 bler kwn2 kau skrg dh jd kwn2 aku.. xmungkin aku dpt lupa kn kau cume aku minx prasaan benci aku terhadap kau akn hilang sbb mkin aku bnci kt kau mkin aku ingt kt kau. n u mke me look stupid! damn hate it! kalau lah d takdirkan kita akn berkwn blk lepas nie, hmm.. xpyh lah kwn blk. its better for u n me to stay like this. stranger! senang idup aku.. senang idop kau.. kn? biarlah aku emo mcm nie.. ntah smpai bila but i believe tht at one point,all this will be gone.. hopefully.
hmm.. aku tao aku x boleh nk benci die 4eva n eva cz aku tao one day hati aku akn terbukak utk memaafkn die. aku bknnye keras hati sgt. seterok die,ada jgak lah baik die. i admit that. but still, he's a jerk! fullstop. die dh buang aku dr idop die so x mungkin aku mrayu blk kt die n of course,sgt mustahil utk die brkwn blk ngn aku.. ini kputusan yg kami buat. so we have to bear the consequences. smpai bila ntah aku nk rs mcm nie n pk kt die mcm nie.. one day,all this has to b stopped! aku ponn x nk org tgk aku yg over dlm hal nie.. besar2 kn hal,dh putus,putus lah. xde jodoh.. ewah! tuh lah,mulot org.. senang jer nk ckp,kn? yg rs nya aku,yg perit tuh pon aku.. hmm.. y lah die mcm nie kn? he got looks,his fmily background is good but whn it comes to social life (with girls especially) he's totally change! he's not the person tht i used to know.. frankly,yeah i miss the moments we had togetha s friends,cz at tht time we r becomin ourselves. i cn say tht whn we were a couple, we never been ourselves. n y is tht? everythin seems to change so fast.. n now,we end up like this.
i never tot of facin' this endin with him.. cz previously,all my ex r still my friends. till now. but s for him,i cant b his friend nemore.. i.. i.. i really hate wht he has done to me n tht is why i dont wanna b in his life nemore even for just a friend! i cant lie to myself for wht i feel towards him.. kau ttp akn sakiti hati aku. so buat ape aku nk remain kwn dgn kau kn? tkde aku ponn kau boleh happy n kau x kn rs kehilangan aku.. sometimes aku mnyesal knal kau,cz u really disappointed me but sometimes i feel glad tht i knew u cz u mke me realised tht,yes,not all guys r good guys. this will b my experience to face my future. so tht i wont b cheated with guys like u anymore.. i will never say thanks for ur love for me cz i know u were never had tht feelin towards me. u just want to b accompanied. u just nid a special girl by urside to feel ur needs. that's all. rite UR?
after all this while,i still cant get u out of my mind,its not tht i want u back but i just hate wht u did to me! fuck u! aku tao aku akn teros ingt kt kau,lg2 bler kwn2 kau skrg dh jd kwn2 aku.. xmungkin aku dpt lupa kn kau cume aku minx prasaan benci aku terhadap kau akn hilang sbb mkin aku bnci kt kau mkin aku ingt kt kau. n u mke me look stupid! damn hate it! kalau lah d takdirkan kita akn berkwn blk lepas nie, hmm.. xpyh lah kwn blk. its better for u n me to stay like this. stranger! senang idup aku.. senang idop kau.. kn? biarlah aku emo mcm nie.. ntah smpai bila but i believe tht at one point,all this will be gone.. hopefully.
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