okey,aku admit.. skrg nie aku dh mula sayang kt dia.. sayang kah? i know it sounds weird sbb aku x pnh jmpa dia lg.. cntact pown thru phone n fb.. hehe.. but seems like he's a nice guy.. jrg2 lelaki suruh aku solat SUBUH! but he did.. hehehe.. thats the special thing bout this guy.. hmm.. :)
tp aku tau sume nie terlalu awl,aku pown x nak paksa dia terima aku.. so,dpt jd kwn dia pown aku dh rs okeyy.. lgpown dia nk stabil kan hidup n kewangan dia.. so i tink,its better for him to settle down first. to achieve what he wants in his life.. psal cinta nie,mayb kitorg terpaksa tolak tepi dlu.. aku kne phm condition dia.. i cant b selfish.. frankly,dia mmg ada ciri2 yang aku nak,yg plg penting,he's like the reflection of me. kitorg suka bergurau n so far dia jrg lah touching bila bergurau ngn aku,cume aku nie jer kdg2 gewdik jer nk majok ngn dia.. hahaha
mula dh perangai gewdik aku nie! hahaha
well,actually,aku takot jgk nk serious dgn dia,aku takot friendship kitorg dh x mcm nie.. dh x fun mcm skrg.. huhuu.. so i guess its better for us to stay like this for another few months. tgk lah mcm mana,kalau after life dia dh okey,n he approach me,then i guess mmg kitorg ada jodoh lah tuh.. hehe.. amin!
so yeah,this feelin has come again and i cant stop smilin' i c his face,his pictures. hehe :)
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