i realised that we were no longer closed like b4. u change. i change. n yes,i admit that i miss our old sweet moments together. we did have fun together but it only stays for a while. i dun exactly know what happened,suddenly,we tear apart. u,with ur own life. n me,with my own life s well. i'm not blamin u 100% for what had happened between us,but i regret that all this while u were never sincere to be my friend. frankly,i love u. u r nice to me. ops,sorry. u WERE nice to me. i never tot that u will turn ur back on me. u were talking crap with the other friends. for what? y u must do dat? what did i do to u? i've never lie to u. i've never steal any of ur guy friends n it was never cross at my mind at all! so,how could u?
from day to day,i try to forgive u n to forget every single shit things u did to me. but it seems like,u create more drama than before. n now,its not just me that avoiding u,but some. u should realised ur mistakes. dont pretend like u know everything n dont ever lie. cz yes,we r no longer believe in ur crappy talks. i feel pity for u,u got everything,but zero attitude. when we dont know about a thing,doesn't mean we r stupid. we r not perfect,we dont know everything. so its okey to admit "no,i dont about that" rather than "oh,ya ya,i know that.. that thing that..bla..bla..bla..". u make urself look dumb. n thats pathetic.
we love u for who u r babe. not for who u r tryin to be. be grateful for what u have. every peps in this world have their own strength,so do u. i just wish u can open ur eyes n open ur heart to change. i just dont want u to look awful in other peps eyes. hope u get what i mean. all the best to u.. may god bless u! i still love u no matter what.. :)
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