abang botak abang botak!

haha! siapa sangka boyprengg aku akn sanggup botak mcm nie? hehe. to be honest, mmg ngamuk jgk aku mula-mula.smpai mintak break okey! x sanggup tgk dia botak mcm mawi nie! hehehe tp lama-lama and smpai skrg, aku dh boleh trima dia botak. ;) it's true, true love is not based on someone's look. it's all in your heart. aku sayang dia, and alhamdulilah dia pn sayang aku. so no matter how ugly we are, we still have heart for each other ;) omagaddd! so sweet! nak muntah! hahaha everytime aku dgn dia, msti aku nyanyi lagu nie ...

"abang botak abang botak di tengah jalan, cari muatan.... bla bla bla"

aku dh x ingat dh lyric lagu tuh! hehe. suka betol aku ngejek dia skrg, thank god dia boleh tahan and x amik kesah. hehe ;) iloveyou abang botaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak! 

ada ke dia ckp muka aku time nie mcm hantu ju-on? bengong tol! haha dia x suka btol tgk muka aku time nie.. tp aku suka sangattttttttt! HAHAHAHA :D

the tiny celebration for my bday that will remain as a huge memory in my life :)

 this is the nite of my birthday. me and my beloved one went to Nando's for dinner. and you know what? my beloved one suprise me by buying me this 2 cupcakes and saying that "I'm sorry because we don't have much time to celebrate your bday, but I promise you we will celebrate it next time shortly" well, fyi, that nice was enough for me. I'm happy and I don't wish for more :)

 this one was taken on my birthday day. 15th May 2011 (In case some of you have forgotten that date! Hehe..) me and my boy went to KR in Times Square Kl to have our lunch. I know that my boy is always the kind one. He always tried his best to fulfill all my wishes. And this time, he did brighten up my day :)

 Hehe.. this was my third day of celebration my day which was on 17th May 2011. Actually I rly don't know that my boy want to celebrate it once again, I only knew bout it when I came to meet him after he finished his work, then he told me that he wanted to bring me to SR and buy me a cake. Well, supposely A SLICE OF CAKE but then it becomes TWO SLICE OF CAKES! Hehe.. So after this, I will blame him if I'm gettin' fat. because he's the one who force me to finish this two cakes! 

my favourite of time!!!!!! yahoooo!! eating to the max time!!! Believe me, I finish all of this. Yalah, it's not like I can eat at SR for everyday, so once in a while it's okey to have this much of meal as my dinner. Hehehe :D

IT'S BEEN A WHILE!!!

wahhhhhhhhh! lama gila x berbloggin'!!! what happened to me??? everything seems to be different now! haha. well i guess things are better now. thou i rarely wrote my story here, but in reality im livin' in a better life now :) actually macam-macam nak cerita kat sini tapi sebab dh terlalu lama sangat x update my blog so dah x tao nak cerita apa and where to start! hehe. so for this 1st post after quite a long time, i just want to express my excited feeling after quite a while i've stopped bloggin! hehe ;)  i will try to write more and more on what's happening to my life after this and hopefully those who interested to know bout my life will never be boring to read my story here :)

PEACE!

xoxo,
ZARA :)

this post is full with hatred here and in my heart!

first of all,this one goes to somebody that always have negative thinkin bout social-life girl which most people outside there will call them BITCH! come on,open up ur mind. not every bitches will stay s bitches. somehow,someday they will change. okey,even not all, but im sure a piece of them will repent and become a better person one day. im sure of it because ive seen it with my own eyes! people will always change. either from bad to good or vice versa. but we,s a civil human,we cant simply judge someone just because of her lifestyle or attitude that looks too aggressive compared to other people. one thing for sure,not all INNOCENT looks people have GOOD HEART! NOT AT ALL! AND I MEAN IT! they r being bitches indirectly! ive been experienced all of this matter and i can simply said that dun ever judge a person with innocent look s a nice girl/boy. NOPE! THAT'S WHAT WE CALL MISJUDGMENT! everybody makes mistakes in this world. everybody used to be BAD PEOPLE in their life. somehow,in some matter. its just that we maybe didn't realized it. ask urself.,have u ever did something that supposedly u shudn't do and u regret bout it,or have u ever did something that break someone's else because of u being a selfish person? we can call that s being a BITCH too. so please,stop this cruel judgment! its unfair conservative-thinking. stop labeling some people s BITCHES just because of what u see with ur naked eyes. get to know them sincerely and ask them why they become like this and im sure there's must b a black history in their life that makes them change into somebody that they never tot they cud be. and please,stop making this kind of accusation,because every human being has a HEART! so please,DO RESPECT! it's worthless to have pretty face but with old-fashioned narrow minded of thinking. THANK YOU.

my tears flow for you :')

sayangnya lah aku dekat kau nie :')

ntah apa kau dh buat kat aku sampai aku sayang kau mcm nie kan? hehe. aku x sangka aku akn fall in love dgn "unda age" boy lg.. mmg aku dh pangkah dulu,aku xnk couple dgn lelaki yg lagi muda dr aku,tp tuh lah,kdg2 apa yg kita xnk tuh lah yg kita akan dapat. and to be honest,aku x menyesal kenal and dapat kau :)

sikit demi sikit,persepsi aku terhadap lelaki berubah. mmg betol,bukan sume lelaki sama,kau yg tunjukkan bukti tu kat aku. and one thing,bukan sume budak muda perangai x matang. sbb kn life kau,sejarah family kau,kau jd lagi matang,and perhaps,lagi matang dr aku :)

frankly,kau jer lelaki yg tahan dgn angin aku,maki-hamun aku,b4 this x pernah ada bf aku yg tahan dgn mulut aku nie. kalau tahan pn sekejap je lah,then terus minx break. but u not like them. no matter how many times i wanted u to let me go,but u refused. no matter what reasons i gave to u. u still wanna me to stay with u. and that makes my tears drop baby :')

dalam tempoh 4bln nie,mcm-mcm kita dah hadapi. suka duka,bergaduh tuh x pyh cite lah. ALMOST EVERYDAY! 

and kalau x gaduh,aku rs x lengkap! mesti cr isu nk gaduh jugak! hahaha. stupid kan? mmg pn! ;P

tapi alhamdulilah,hbungan aku n dia masih kekal lg,im still counting for another 2 months,tp insyaallah aku dpt rs kan hbungan nie boleh kekal and nie lah CINTA SEJATI yg aku tgu-tgu selama nie.. Insyaallah. aku xkn pernah berhenti berdoa. :)

I SAYANG YOU B.. I XNK TAHU KISAH SILAM YOU,SEJARAH YOU DGN EXS YOU. SBB I KENAL YOU YG SKRG AND YOU DH BUKTIKAN KAT I YG YOU MMG DH BERUBAH AND YOU AKAN TERUS BERUBAH UTK JADI "ADAM" YG TERBAIK UTK "HAWA" INI. I BERSYUKUR B,SBB YOU BUKAN LAGI AHMAD SYAHIRAN YANG DULU,YANG "JAHILIAH". I PUN NAK BERUBAH,I HARAP YOU DPT BIMBING I.. INSYAALLAH,DGN BERKAT ALLAH,KITA DAPAT HIDUP BERSAMA.. AMIN..

I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART SAYANG ;)

new skirt and shoessss and spagheti! yayyy!

yabedabeduuuuuuuuu!
aku dapat shopping jugaak harini! hehe. habis seratus jgk lah for these 3 items. aku beli :

1. skirt and spagheti - FOS

2. ballerina shoe - VINCCI

hehehe.. d sebabkan kewangan sangat lah tidak stabil skrg nie,nie jer lah yg mampu aku beli. hikhik. tkpe tkpe,kne sabar skit. insyallah dh keje t boleh beli yg extra expensive and branded. heee ;)

aku shopping nie pown sbb gatherin boy aku lah. dia ada gatherin jumaat depan,21st January 2011 kt Kl. dgn kwn2 Serdang dia i guess. aku plak dh x tao nk pkai baju apa. so alang2 mama n abah ajak shopping ptg td,aku pn g lah beli mana2 yg patot. hehe. kasot yg aku nak xda,so aku beli jer lah ballerina shoe tuh. x kisah lah. janji ada kasut. ingt kan nk beli Converse shoe,tp s i said earlier DUIT NYA NGAK MENCUKUPI!!! HAHAHAHA so sabar jer lahh. grrr. ;P

sooooooooo.. for gatherin boy aku t,i know exactly what i want to wear to look pretty in front of him. heee ;)) 

D to the I to the E to the T.

kenapaaaaa?
kenapa saya senang gemoxx? isk isk isk.
today 12/01/2011.
aku memulakan hari diet aku! hehehe.. lauk lunch nie mmg menggoda aku habis! tp aku x kn terpedaya dgn nafsu makan aku.. hahaha. sbb aku btol btol nk diet! x leh jadi nie.. blum kawen perot dh boncit lain mcm. dh kawen t mcm mne? dh ada anak nnti mcm mne? haaa! so better aku ikat perot skrg. org kata lepas dh kawen ssh nk diet and ssh nk kuruss. hee. so better lah aku diet skrg! ;)
lauk harini punya lah fantastic. ayam msak lemak cilik api,telur msak merah,sup so'un(mcm mne ntah nk eja,aku pn x reti..reti sebut jer!) and ikan rebuss gorg. fuuuuuuuuhh. mmg best! tkper,aku diet nasi jer. lauk x!!! HAHAHAHA 
so aku still boleh makan lauk lauk tuhh.. hikhikhik ;P
but it's like a man eating tofu. it's delicious,but no satisfaction. huu. aku try lah seminggu x makan nasi. kalau ok,aku cont smpai sebulan. hehehe ;)
pg td aku breakfast roti bakar n milo jer. for the 1st time i made my own breakfast in Klang. hmm. kalau kt Kl pn jarang lah aku buat breakfast sndri. usually aku breakfast kt gerai2 tepi kolej aku. senang! and duit pn senang habiss! hahaha :D


so the conclusion is,hopefully aku berjaya x makan nasi harini. dh kurg sikit boncit aku nie,aku stop lah diet. bukan forever aku nk diet. heeeeeeeeee :D
GO AKI GO!!!!!!!!! 

tengok lah muka sayaaaaaaaaaaa!

makin kembang dan kembang! hahahaha XD

seriously I need to diet ohh. -.-"

10/01/2011.

today gonna b his first day of working in Raoul. 

"baby,takot lahh.."

hehehe.. I dun know why he's so scared to start his first day serving customer in Raoul. hehe.. there's nothing to be afraid of sayang :)

hahaha! i ckp org pndai kan? t i dh start keje,on my 1st day i boleh demam plak!! who knows? ;P

i believe in you sayang.. i know u will do ur best ;)

i always pray for ur success in ur life b,i rly wanna see u to have a great life today and forever ;)

soooooo.. jangan takut takut lagi okey? 

the time now shows 4.10pm,and i'm still waiting for you to text me or call me to tell me how's ur first day working there. heee ;)

GAMBATTE BABYYYYYYYYYYY!! XD

whatever I do,I say,always become an issue. hmmm.